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2002-05-09 @ 9:16 p.m.
there are days when it seems like everything you thought you knew - everyone you thought you loved, who you thought loved you - all these so called sure things -jsut seem so far away. so forgotten.
today i just wanted to drive away and never look back, because i was tired of familiarity and all the same voices in my life. i was tired of caring. and i wasn't mad or necassarily sad,but i was weary. i felt like i was an outside looking in on the bleakness of my everyday life, and the nonsense of caring.
but then he put his arms around me,and he kissed my forehead and i realized
he is new
and worth caring for
and to him i'm not insignificant and my life matters.
and i like that