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2002-09-23 @ 10:00 a.m.
Last night I dreamt that she was mine. She was a little baby girl- about one, with bouncing brown curls and big brown eyes. She looked nothing like me or josh
I kept talking to her, as she wiggled on my lap..and kissing her. At one point in the dream i said to my mom "isn't it weird that she wasn't born a baby? she's one.." and she looked at me like I was crazy. I realized that - in the dream the baby was visible to only me, and everyone else just thought I had gone crazy. I had to stop myself from talking to her, and holding her, afraid that if I did it meant i was going insane.
insane