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2002-03-12 @ 9:03 p.m.
today i went to the mall and i tried on prom dresses. why? i have no date, and i hate pink, but it was fun anyways and i felt like a beautiful flower, or cupcake whichever - same thing.
but let me not fool you, i do want to go to prom, because while i like to pretend to be disgusted, the idea of dancing to such revolting songs as "back that thang up" is appealing to me at this point.
ridiculous fun is good.
its just so weird how things never turn out how you expect....if you would have asked me a year ago if i was going to prom i would have said no. I was in a relationship with a boy who would have rather smoked pot in a phish shirt than do something to please me. but love him anyways. he is who he is and doesn't pretend otherwise.
3 months ago i would have said "yes! i'm going" because i was obsessed with a kid who also smokes pot but in the gin and juice way, because he was a massive yo that listens to wutang and smokes marbolo light specials. he was a fixation for awhile. but he stopped calling. which is better off, because he kept laughing at bjork and i wouldn't have been able to respect him totally anyways for that reason alone.
now i am thinking i want to go with my brothers best friend for 11 million years, who has liked me since we were wee tykes. but i dunno.
what the shit. this entire entry has been prom oriented. i'm sorry. i'm pathetic
i just wanna look pretty in pink.