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2002-05-29 @ 11:18 p.m.
his face is becoming more familiar, although tonight, when i looked at him, it was like i was seeing him in a different light. entirley.
maybe thats because we were watching fireworks. h didn't know it but i kept sneaking looks at him, and i loved it because he was jsut staring up at the sky in amazment, smiling faintly, like a little kid. it made me realize that although he has been through so much more than me in his brief 20 years - he isn't that far away. because i saw a child in him tonight. and in myself. and we were on the same page.
there is just something about the warmth of the beginning of summer, and the way the grass feels so soft and cold, and the way the night whispers, that i believe, will always take you back to childhood. It will bring about sheer amazment at the sky and a love for life that sometimes in the winter i feel i lack.
It jsut makes me feel cozy. cozy cozy.
then again i get that same feeling on snowy nights with hot chocolate and a fireplace. maybe that is why i play christmas carols in june. and maybe that is why right now... i wish it was snowy and cold, because i'd snuggle into bed. hmmmmmmmm
yum.
life is good.
I wanna eat it up.