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2002-06-04 @ 10:03 p.m.
i tried to catch the memories that scattred to the wind,as light as feathers, but they formed a bird and flew away.and i tried to find the words to tell you but they got stuck in the dawn of so many past days and maybe if your eyes didn't shine like stardust in the night i wouldn't always have you in my sight. but i can hear your voice in raindrops as they splatter to the ground, and its almost like a death, but i still find comfort in the sound. and a million smiles evade me and noone will ever know, how much your mouth invades me - it just wrings out my soul. and i feel like a leaf just floating to the ground, ripped from the branch its grown on - when you are not around. winter scenes and a million sex dreams coud never ever do, when i compare the brisk cold air to being held by you.
and holding you too.
you too.
today i saw him from far away, and i missed him. bt i'll be ok.
it sometimes just hits me. you know how it is