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2002-07-29 @ 11:21 p.m.
someone appreciates me here on diaryland. jwill. and he is a cool guy so i feel priveledged. i will be sure to surf his diary to find inspiration to share with anyone who reads this. looky here....i'm proud: (this is his entry...not to toot my own horn but i didn't think anyone read)
Jaime218
2002-07-29 - 10:03 p.m.
I have been doing some surfing here on Diaryland and I stubled upon one person who seems a lot like me.
One of the entries that he/she made was not unlike something that you might find in this Diary.
Anyway, this one impressed me, so I thought I would share it here.
The user name is Jaime218. Uncanny how the stuff that this person likes... music and movies is a lot like the stuff that I like.
Read on.
JAIME218
tonight was cooler than its been in awhile and I find myself wrapped in a cloak of dissapointment and lonliness, becuase the couch felt empty with both of us sitting there and the night was silent without the feeling of your stare
i could have almost kissed you - if you'd have looked my way, and i would have waited all night, but you didn't want me to stay. it feels like everything i have, is just out of reach, including you, including your need...and i sit in regret, crumbs on my lap, solitude complete
and when i hugged you goodbye i tried to seem ambivilent, i tried to seem cold, because i felt like a window, i felt like you could see my soul. It was bruised and embarrassed, and mistaken again, because you could hav kissed me too...but you didn't
you didn't
JWILL
Wow.... That was a strong one there.
I'm going to hit the proverbial sack. Will post on the morrow.
J