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2002-04-04 @ 8:16 p.m.
how could i expect anything more, from a boy who has treated my heart like a a merry go round, providing poor joy until the constant spin makes me sick.
that is my metaphor for you - you are like a merry go round, I want to get off before i lose my balance and fall to the ground, with only the earth as my savior, because it is then i will have to fend for myself, without you, and it is then that i will realize that you put me here- and maybe you don't care as much as i wish you did. Maybe i should just get off, but the spin is enticing,and oh so inviting - to a child who is weary of being grounded...